Shatter the silence and acknowledge the importance of mental health
I've experienced multiple instances of losing control.. While it's not an everyday event, when it occurs, it can lead to significant troubles for me and those in my immediate vicinity. In a good mental state and with stable mental health, I can keep my inner demons in check and refraining from acting on harmful impulses. I’m not sure how I do it. My personality changes drastically when I'm in a dark place. I lose control of my reactions in dark situations. The severity of my reaction hinges on the level of pain caused by the situation. Even I don't know what to expect from myself during that mental phase. Rarely, I also have blackouts. The earliest experience I recall was when I got expelled from my initial high school. I didn't handle it well when the head grabbed me by the arm. Even to this day, I have no recollection of what had occurred during the blackout. I can only rely on what others have informed me. Out of the 10 people present in the meetings, only 1 per
